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June 11th, 2006
12:29 am - Future
Im Glad Things Are Sorted Out Now.....
xxx
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Current Music: Set Your Goals
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June 9th, 2006
04:23 pm - I Feel Like Im 15 Again....This Is NOT a Good Thing
I dont get to move into my house until september the 1st.......
Gutted....
so pissed off that i have to spend the summer in a place full of people i hate......Oundle is such a fucking dive and im stuck here......oh well could be worse...you know when you think that you'll never have to come back to some place that you hate living in....
i swear...since ive been in uni ive seen what oundle and the people are like....the same faces over and over again.....everyone gets stuck here.....not me....
Im not going to uni next year as ive failed.....well i havent but they said if i wanted to carry on then i would have to get all 4 essays in by today......yeah....thats happened....
Oh well.....Im just going to take a year or so out and sort everything out.....
Do Something For Myself
Going on holiday in a week....ill be so glad when i get there....im seriously just going to have my phone off all week and just relax.....
Im going to start a new LJ....Ill Add You When I can
xx
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May 29th, 2006
May 15th, 2006
03:04 pm
I Cooked Dani Laura Mark And Me A Well Nice Sunday Roast Yesterday....
Laura Seems Like Such A Sound Girl....Shes Made My Hair Look Fucking Smart Aswell Which Is Awesome....I Feel So Much Better....
Meh Moving Out In Two Weeks.....And A New Job For The Summer....Fun As!!
Live Journals Got Shite So I Prob Wont Update Here Much Longer....Just Check Out My Myspace If You Have It!!
xxx
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March 16th, 2006
09:13 pm
Ive Decided something that is going to change my life forever.
Im going to leave uni....
its not something that im taking lightly.....i have been thinking about it for a while.
i thought that i would enjoy being at uni and to a point i have but i cant do a course im half arsed about.
i thought i would enjoy uni and media but its not the same....i dont know what i want to do and i dont know anymore...
i know that uni is not right for me and i want to live a little.....i want more tattoos....i want to drive i want to sit on a beach with rosie and laugh at fat people and people with huge noses i want to have road trips to different cities to go to gigs i want to go to wales i want to earn money and get out of debt.....i wanna be a 21 year old with nothing to loose and i cant see that being possible when at uni.....i really cant.....
im just worried how mum will take it.....theyve been so good to me and ive let them down....ill understand if they dont agree.....
i can go back to uni anytime my dads prooved that....i just want to have fun......lifes too short
xXx
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February 27th, 2006
10:26 am
Builders are back.....
im actually stuck in my rooom for another hour and a half...
'sorry love you cant come downstairs the stairs are unsafe' youll have to wait
no you fucking twat youll let me get some food or ill cut your face open with a pencil.,,,
im going mad...
also karen is the nosiest cunt ever shes told everyone that me and mark were on the verge of splitting up due to my exsessive spending and that mark was only trying to help me but all i would do was shout back......she earwigged on a convasation we were having and has told all the house about it.....its really angered me cos no we didnt have an arguement about money...we were talking about me getting a new phone...i then had a hissy fit (in a jovial manner) and we went to sleep but apparently in karens mind i turned the music on and refused to talk to him i wasnt letting mark have a word in edgeways...i was being mean to mark...etc etc.....
its like hello...me and mark are like two peas we dont argue we bicker like a married couple...theres a difference....i never talk over him and i love him dearly.....but we have NEVER argued about my exsessive spending as....i dont exsessivly spend....
so when i go downstairs im refusing to talk to her....cos shes a CUNT!!!!
jody sat me down and was like are you ok?? and its like yeah im fine and she told me all about what karen said....bless jody she was worried for me....but karen is going to get a talking too!!
xxx
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Current Music: Good Clean Fun
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February 23rd, 2006
10:12 am
we have builders in the house to put new locks on the bedrooms.....its taken them 5 days to do it.....5 days to do 7 doors....and they have made a fucking mess....theyve left sawdust in everyones rooms....theyve taken cables out of peoples roooms to use the stereos.....etc etc....i came home yesterday to see them using my stereo and when i turned off 50 cent they went mental....
ITS MY FUCKING CD PLAYER.....
also they THREW my laundry basket across the room onto my bed....not happy.....and i was woken up this morning by one of them banging on my door....
its fucking 9-10 o'clock......grrrrrr
have a 2000 word essay to do today.....oh joy!!
karen nearly died at the weekend.....her punch bag in her throat swelled up to the size of a grape.....Wow....karen....thats so cool.....theyve given her an inhaler cos shes got all the symptoms of being asmatic....karen is 5'1 and weighs 17-18 stone....which is more than me and im 5 inches taller than her.....and she says im bigger than her....hahahahahhaha
ill be so glad when im out of this house.....just so i dont have to talk about or talk to karen again....
Grrrr...must go as i need to be in uni in half an hour!!!!
xxx
Current Music: Bonnie Tyler
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February 15th, 2006
09:02 am
im seeing take that and 911 in one year.....
the year im 21 i swear there is something up there planning all this and avenged on my birthday??? hello to all those who doubt religion innit....!!
so 911 for romas birthday will be genius i cant wait!!
tattoo news - having anchors on the back of my calves in the next couple of months, jen hu specialises in traditional i think its indonesian?? tattooing is doing it for me.....so it wont be done with an iron itl be done with the old needle and stick thing where its done one dot at a time. should be interesting aparently it will hurt more than an iron but Ben (tattoo man) thinks i can cope...plus it will look fucking different..but im getting mum and dads names in there somewhere and roberts and veritys at some point too!!
but im looking forward to that hopefully this summer im going to get a fair few bits of ink done....cos ill be working more hours and stuff.....and finally get round to finishing my chest off!!
im off to tenerife in june with the boy which will be ace....its a 5 star hotel....golf and all that shit
ill need to diet and get a fake tan done before i go cos heaven forbid i go the colour i am.....i think i would be mistaken for a minke whale!!
me and emma are off to the gym next week.....getting a bit fed up of the 'oi fatty' comments i get.....you can try and pretend they dont hurt....but they do!
so yeah....
also taking my bro shopping on mon and will finally get my septum pierced.....so sick of not getting it done.....saw lorna and jamie this weekend and that was the final straw i have to get it done....sod the pain...!!!
right i must go to uni now....and learn about the political economy and media and shit!!
xxx
Current Mood: content
Current Music: Anthony And The Johnsons - Someone
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January 17th, 2006
12:54 am
Just Saw this post from a few months back......
Italy was great....
just wanted to say im in Hysterics right now....
i hope hes ok
Also saw a guy get run over by a train yesterday....that was nice....the platforms in italy are really low compared to ours and you often see that people walk across the tracks....but i dunno whether he got pushed or what....but it was very calm....in england when that thing happens we get trains delayed etc etc....but no it was all sorted out within an hour.....worse thing was turning around to see the guy bieing rushed off on a stretcher with one leg missing and his foot all mangled with blood everywhere....hopefully hes ok but i doubt it.
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January 4th, 2006
12:34 pm
Blood Tests Hurt......
and i dont want the results
xxx
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December 25th, 2005
05:56 pm
Merry Xmas
I have some SEXY xmas socks with bells on
AND A GREY CASHMERE CARDIGEN!!
YES it is what i wanted!!
love you all
xxx
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December 22nd, 2005
09:25 am
Im off xXxmaaaaasss shopping now....
i did this the same time last year and nearly died......ive not actually bought mark OWT yet!!!
haha
i dont like xmas shopping but why do i leave it til 3 days before xmas to get all of it done!!
oh well.....
also....
i have a strange obsession with fall out boy now......
damn them and their catchyness!!
xxx
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Current Music: Fall Out Boy - Sugar Were Going Down
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December 21st, 2005
12:51 pm
Oh my Days
Throwdown was AWESOME apart from the fucking posey scene kids swinging off bars kicking me and mark....and the fact that i have synusitus!! i think its more than that but hey im not a doctor!!
And the annoying tall drunk people standing in my way and talking all the way thru the show!
But apart from that i met DAVE PETERS......
i was so excited and Jess took a photo of me and him together.....
trust me it will be up in the next few days....if not itll be on myspace....haha
oh hes so dreamy.....
and my lord ladies that man has been working out at la gym!!!
Me and Dave Peters will get married.....hes too damn nice!!
xxx
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December 19th, 2005
09:16 pm
i have to go to throwdown tommoroo and im so excited!!
iv waited a good while to see them so it SHOULD be a giggle....but
im ILL
im illlllll
ive not been this ill in a good few years.....work are now saying i need a doctors note for when i go back in.....yes yes....cos i would make up this HELL......im NEVER off work....and now i have to have a note cos i have the fucking FLU!???
my mum says its stupid as its only my second day off and im not back in til weds evening!!??
i think im off to vomm.....cos im sorry thats all i can do right now......
but if i go to puke....i have to walk past dave and the sight of him and his mankyness will enduce my vommiting too much!!!
mark keeps coming in to see if im ok and to give me a kiss but i cant kiss him cos everytime i close my mouth my nose runs!!!
BEEEECCCCCHAMS
xxxx
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December 15th, 2005
02:55 pm
Went To See The Hope Conspiracy last night
my god
it seriously was he best gig i had ever been too....FACT
Novemeber Coming Fire are AWESOME each time ive seen them theve been on form!!
there werent many people there which was a suprise but it was sooooo good....
if throwdown is going to be anything like that on tues....i really cant wait!!
xXx
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December 4th, 2005
11:57 pm - For Vezz
i love my sister more than anything....
this entry she made made me cry with laughter....
i love you Vez...
Never Change
I had a dream that Johnny Christ was a student at my school and was dating one of the girls I hate.
She was ripping me and so I stood up and had a go, and it quickly developed into quite a brutal fist fight.
Throughout the entire dream, Johnny said nothing, he just, sat there, even when I was pummeling her.
The fight ended, and she obviously loathed me, and so, she tried to do all these spiteful things to me. One included choosing four people, including myself, to be a club called "the fat club" and the teacher agreed, and I was like "yeah right! I'm not joining that."
So I didn't, and they had this presentation and throughout the presentation, I could feel the girl staring at me, it was sort of burning into the back of my head.
I was really confused about why Johnny was going out with this chav, and I really wanted to be with him, and I was scared he hated me now cause I beat up his girlfriend.
I kept looking over my shoulder at him, and he was just sitting their poker faced. But after a few looks, he gave me a weak smile.
Then the dream changed completely and there was a man searching through the sea for his dolphin friend. There were massive boats and things that seemed like amazingly big milk crates, filled to the brim with dolphins. The poachers through the milk crates over the end, with the man searching for his friend still attached.
Some how he could breath under water, and so he searched desperately through the crates, until eventually, he found his dolphin friend.
Then I woke up.
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November 30th, 2005
01:04 pm - cos i was bored innit
1] when was the last time you went to the bathroom outside?
Not for a little while now
[2] when was the last time you saw one of your parents?
about 2 weeks ago
[3] which family member do you most resemble?
Verity?? And my mum
[4] do you wear cologne/perfume?
Anna Sui- Dolly Girl
[5] do you wear deodorant?
Yes
[6] do you 'clean up nice'?
Some times???
[7] when was the last time you tripped and fell?
Last Night....getting into bed
[8] where was the last place you slept besides your home?
Marks...which is pretty much home
[9] what are you listening to right now?
Some Asian guy going innit....and yeah at the end of every fucking sentance
[10] have you ever started an uncontrollable fire?
No.....but the boathouse.....i had gone....but yeah....i heard that was a bit mad
[11] ever run out of gas on the road?
No...altho badger did and that was genius we were about 200 metres from the service station so me and jody and badge decided to rock forward in the car to keep it moving...i believe that is what saved us
[12] would you rather cut the grass or rake the leaves?
Rake the leaves....as its totally pointless
[13] Your name spelled backwards
Llah Acissej....polish for - Beautiful Fanny
[14] What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
Blackstreet - No Diggity....cos im damn cool
[15] Last time you swam in a pool?
bout a year ago
[16] Have you ever been in a school play?
FAME.....
[17] How many kids do you want?
At Mo....None
[18] Type of music you dislike most?
Bangra....
[19] Are you registered to vote?
yep
[20] Do you have cable?
Free View
[21] Ever prank call anybody?
No-one...i want to do it again
[22] Best friends?
i have 3 best friends and then some super close...then some mates
[23]Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
would you eat poop??
[24] Do you have a garden?
yeah....its pathetic tho....altho my mum and dads is quite devine
[25] What's your favorite comic strip?
Dandy.....i love big chins and i cannot lie
[26] Bath or Shower, morning or night?
Shower - when i feel like i have time for a shower
[27] Best movie you've seen in the past month?
Creep...cos all the other films ive watched were shit
[28] Favorite pizza topping?
cheese and tomato sweetcorn and mushroooms
[29] Chips or popcorn?
popcorn
[30] What color lipstick do you usually wear?
dont wear it
[31] Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
no...why would i want to do that??
[32] Orange Juice or apple?
Neither
[33] Favorite type of chocolate bar?
milky bar
[34] When was the last time you voted at the polls?
this general election....i think
[35] Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
Bleeeugh
[36] Are you a good cook?
no....im actually shocking...altho i make a mean ass veggie roast
[37] Ever order anything from an infomercial?
no
[38] Sprite or 7-up?
neither
[39] Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work?
yeah...
[40] Ever thrown up in public?
Yeah
[41] Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love?
I have my ture love (bleaugggh) but i wouldnt say no to a million or two
[42] Do you believe in love at first sight?
nope....i grew to love my boy....and thats always nicer
[43] Can ex's be friends?
hahahahaha
not really....
not proper friends
people you have moments with yeah.....but ex's....no
[44] Who was the last person you visited in a hospital?
my nanna....then she went away
[45] Did you have a lot of hair as a baby?
i was like the hoff
[46] What message is on your answering machine?
T-mobile lady....will change it soon
[47] What do you think about most?
Mark....Uni....Porn
[48] favorite form of travel?
train....bussss
[49] ever drink rotten milk?
no...you sick poop
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11:49 am
Black is gone and i now have light brown hair....
shocker
tattoo is coming on well
uni is good
mark is lovely
my house mate (barr Jody) are shits
my non-drinking and non smoking is very good am in week 3 of non smoking and im having cravings but ill be fine......in week 7 of non drinking
i hate the asian massive in uni - not racist at all but if i here the word INNIT one more fucking time....and in the middle of lectures as well....it does my head in....
ok you may not want to learn and shit but i do so fucking shut up....
its just annoying....
went to fanclub last night....was genius that place has got minging!!!
no fitties at all....
poo poo boy was there and his mate came over and was like
'oh your Jessie arent you'
'No'
'My Mate says he knows you'
'I dont know anyone'
much laughter ensued - but rosemary.... remember that guy hu i met.....poo poo boy??? YEAH.....twas him
i want myspace to start up.....its got that pacman thing on
im bored and should tuble dry my clothes!!
xxx
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Current Music: Modern Life Is War
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November 3rd, 2005
09:40 pm
No More Drinking
No More Smoking
After The Party on Monday its made me look back on things in a different light
im not living there next year.....
xxx
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October 31st, 2005
03:21 pm
its the halloween party tonight....months of prep has come to head.....sod that!!
it should be a giggle as we have been planning it for months and is the first party that we are having
on another note getting starteled during the night by my house mate having sex when she lives at the back of the house and i at the front is not nice and i dont think i can look at her again!!
i swear.....to make that much noise she must be faking it!!
it didnt sound human...and if she goes on about how shes 'so ugly and fat' one more time ill fuckin lamp the northern shit!!!
and to flirt with my boy when im sitting there is wrong also.....stupid bint!! shes such a twat some times.....my boy is mine and im sure her boy would not be happy!!
xx
fun tonight tho.....should be....well we hope!!
pictures soon
xxx
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